January 11, 2013
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Generic Post: Friday, January 11 2013
Life: Well, the most major note in my life right now, is.... I don't know what it is, it just is, and I don't know how to feel about it. Me and my wife, my lover, the person who is supposed to be my best friend, we are complicated. Complex, and confounding really. Nov 1st, is the day I said no more, and Dec. 25 is when the Masochist in me said yes please. The madness of it, Love is truly crazy, blind, and akin to heroine, in that the withdrawals are so intense they threaten to claim your life, and its presence so warm and inviting that and pleasurable you can't imagine your life without it. One of these days I might actually have to try heroine, *Smirks* I mean if I am going to be referencing it I should know what I am speaking about, I only know it is damaging, and addictive, just like Love. Drive you right out of your mind.
What am I doing?
I don't know anymore.
Can they work out? From Dec. 25 until she left for job related reasons, life has been a VAST improvement, better than it has in YEARS, but really? What am I doing?
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heroin isn't all it's cracked up to be....crack on the other hand
@godfatherofgreenbay - What's the difference between the two? I know my father was a Meth head. *Grins* Used to make it too.
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